So now I'm trying to figure out
现在我不得不考虑
am I going to give myself up this situation
自己是否应该退出
do I take cab
然后打的过去
do I take a train
或是坐火车过去
But as soon as that goes into my mind
但就在我有放弃的念头时
all I see is news cameras all around me
我看到周围有很多新闻摄像机
and they're going laugh
记者们开始笑起来
We are live for the marathon
我们正在直播马拉松
See those Kenyans already finished the race, the news
那些肯尼亚人已经完成比赛了
were live to see if I was going to live or die
而现在是老爹生死抉择的时候
It got so crazy
情况变得很疯狂
I heard the announcer say
我听到广播员说
Whoa, Puff is in trouble now
喔 老爹碰到麻烦了
But in all seriousness
严肃来讲
I had to make a decision right there
我需要作出决定
I had to decide whether I was going to stay on my knees
我是应该就这么一直跪下去
or get up on my feet
还是站起来
I had to decide to get up, I had to decide to run
我需要站起来 我需要继续坚持跑下去
My toenails started falling off
我的脚趾甲都要掉了
My sneakers were soaked in blood
我的跑鞋浸出鲜血
Real talk, I'm not being dramatic
真的 我没有夸张
But I've decided I was going to finish that marathon
但我决定要跑完马拉松
And then I make it to mile 20
之后 我跑到20英里处
Thank you Jesus
感谢耶稣
I made it to Harlem where I was born and raised
我跑到了生我养我的黑人区
The Harlem really doesn't do the marathon thing
黑人区其实并不关心马拉松
but I saw the entire neighborhood come out there to support me
但我看到所有人都跑出来支持我
They had turned my hood into a block party
他们将我的出现看成是街区聚会
DJ's playing music. People wave their signs
DJ在那放音乐 人们挥舞着标语
Yell and go, Diddy go
给我加油鼓劲
You see my Harlem family
黑人区也是一个大家庭
got me through the marathon
他们鼓励我完成了马拉松
just like my Howard family
就像霍华德也是一个大家庭
got me and you to this point today
让我和你们能有今天的成就一样
I finished the marathon
我跑完了马拉松
I almost die
感觉几乎要死了
My feet has never been in the same sense
我的脚从未有过这样的感觉
My feet hurt right now
我的脚痛得要命
But I finished
不过我跑完了
And I beat Oprah's time
而且打败了欧普拉的记录
