Her tour to the Lakes was now the object of her happiest thoughts; it was her best consolation for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her mother and Kitty made inevitable; and could she have included Jane in the scheme, every part of it would have been perfect.
她现在心里最得意的一件事便是不久就可以到湖区去旅行,因为既然母亲和吉蒂心里不快活,吵得家里鸡犬不宁,当然一想起出门便使她获得了最大的安慰;如果吉英也能参加这次旅行,那就十全十美了。
"But it is fortunate," thought she, "that I have something to wish for. Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment would be certain. But here, by my carrying with me one ceaseless source of regret in my sister's absence, I may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of pleasure realized. A scheme of which every part promises delight, can never be successful; and general disappointment is only warded off by the defence of some little peculiar vexation."
她心里想:“总还算幸运,我还可以存些指望。假使处处都安排得很完满,我反面要感到失望了。姐姐不能够一同去,我自会时时刻刻都感到遗憾,不过也反而可以使我存着一分希望,因此我所期待的愉快也可能会实现。十全十美的计划总不会成功;只有稍许带着几分苦恼,才可以大体上防止得了失望。”
When Lydia went away, she promised to write very often and very minutely to her mother and Kitty; but her letters were always long expected, and always very short. Those to her mother contained little else, than that they were just returned from the library, where such and such officers had attended them, and where she had seen such beautiful ornaments as made her quite wild; that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which she would have described more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they were going to the camp; -- and from her correspondence with her sister, there was still less to be learnt -- for her letters to Kitty, though rather longer, were much too full of lines under the words to be made public.
丽迪雅临走的时候,答应常常给母亲和吉蒂写信来,详详细细地告诉她们一路上的情形,可是她走了以后,家里老是等了好久才接到她一封信,而每封信又往往只是寥寥数行。她给她母亲写的那些信,无非说说她们刚刚从图书馆回来,有许多军官们陪着她们一起去,她们在那里看到许多漂亮的装饰品,使她眼红极了,或者说是她买了一件新的长衣服,一把阳伞,她本来可以把这些东西详详细细描写一番,可是弗斯脱太太在叫她了,她们马上就要到兵营去,等等。至于她写给吉蒂的信,虽然要长得多,可是也很空洞,因为有许多重要的话不便写出来。